Bubbles

I remember at that time.
Waktu tuh tgh prep.
Mata khusyuk kat buku BIO,
Telinga khusyuk kat The Operation M.D
KSK x bukak.. -_-

And then.. Out-Of-The-Blue
There was a shiny UO (unidentified object) lingered between my eyes and the text book.
A bubble!
Buih sabun!
Then it burst..

Ak angkat la kepala nak cari mana source dia.
Takkan tetiba muncul kot,
Time tu lah ak nampak kat tangan Syafeeq (say thanks bro :P)
Ad miniature transparent Batman.
Half of it was full with red liquid.
Syafeeq (say thanks again bro :p) bawak buih sabun!

Ya, I'm not that ecstasified.
Its just that it has been a long time since I last saw those fluffy.
Agaknyer last time darjah enam kot.
So nostalgic.

Dulu-dulu kalau beli botol buih sabun kecik,
20 sen sebijik,
xleh main kat dalam rumah,
nnti kna marah sbab lantai jd melekit.
But in class it's way too different.
Cikgu xde nak marah time prep! haha

So ak pun amik turn nak try tiup bubbles. (ramai org berebut -_-)
Hahaha.
That was the fun of it.
Lpas tiup byk2, pstu pilih bubble masing2.
Tgk which will last longer.

Had so much fun that nite.
Forgot the BIO book first-hand! Hahaha.
Operation M.D was still singing la.
That's all.

By the way I'm writing this at home.
Kat skola payah sgt nak dpt computer.
Klau dpt pun nnti ramai yang snoop around, lurking in to my monitor.
I'm home, but x ramai bdak skola laen yang dpt blik gak.
Like that somebody..
So there's not much to do.
But..

Snooping into Chemistry Text Book!!
BYe..

Learning to accept, not to complain.

It's been a year and a half since the first time i set my foot here.(kisas)
I'm not trying to be poetic.
A year and a half is quite a time to endure.
yeah, I've been complaining for the past year and a half. A LOT.
Ask me whether if its complaining for something important or just plain ol' pities.
I'll say both.

I'm not regretting any of my complaints and tantrums. >,<
ya, it feels worth it.
But it seems unreasonable.

So from now on, I'll try to change that habit of mine.
To a better one.
I'll try to accept shitties when it's painful.
I'll blind my ears to hear wasteful orders.
I'll TRY not to scream GET LOST in anybody's face. (its happened before -_-)
I'll make -_- when I'm not in mood.

I'll be a new me.
From some point of aspect. NOT all.
I'll hate the new me.
But it's worth a try!

A little bit (loads of them) of heavy work..

26 June 2010
I am a QM
QM hari ni jadi kuli..
To handle event silat open kebangsaan..
X tipu! letih giler!!
Start dari pagi smpai malam no rest.
Otak ku pening XD..

Tp perggh, bestnyer dpt tgok org gadoh.
....

Ak x tau cmne nk express restless ak..
Haha.. bye

I'm at my BELOVED school

'Sup? Yeah, cuti sekolah baru seminggu abes.
Result Exam mid-year pn dah kuar!
Payahnya time jawab exam tuh.
And my result is?

5A 6B >,< ..

Waaaaaaa~
That's me.. Sebelum exam x study mcm nak mati.
That's why bleyh 5A jer.
BUT... I'm proud of my add-math! =]
For add-math i got........ 78%!!

Ladies and Gentlemen.
We announce that for the first time.
That sAi~ SCORED A in add-math!!!

=] weee~ bkan nak overreacted tp first time.
Seronok is not a crime.. hahahaha
Well. Lpas nih ak kna study hard lak tuk exam item berfokus, sblum trial.
Dive in balik niche time kt asrama.
And bwat cam biasa. Smpat gak amk time nk tulis blog.

...eND

Blink2 cuti dh nak abes..

Wow! so much things are goin on in this week.
sedar2 cuti dah nak abes.
Bukak skola nnti dpt tau la result Mid-year exam.
Awh!! i can't wait!!

Pstu dlm in a week cuti nih, byk gak la benda yg ak buat.
For example, ak siapkn project work add-math!!
Memula, seem impossible je nak bwat.
Confuse gile.
X siap kot projek tu klau x de guide dr internet -_-

Then, FIFA!
Oh boy, oh boy,
besnyer tgk Argentina, ngn germany men.
Skill ngn opening diorg mmg power r.
Yg sdeyh nyer, tetiba lak spain bleh kalah.
kalah ngan switzerland plak tu!
Mana Torres? Iniesta? Cassilas? Villa?
Tu la, sape sruh x masukkn Fabregas ag.

Owh, ak lpe lak nk cite psal tuisyen kt tmn melawati aritu.
Smpat 3 hari jer.
Sbab kt kisas perkampungn ilmu abes ari selasa.
Best gak r gi tuisyen aritu.
jumpa blik member2 lama.
Bru ak tau, ad B.o.t.B antara skool2 selangor thun nih.

Dota? jgn tnyer..
sbab ak nk cite.. hahha
Laptop rosak, xleh men -_-
adek2 ak pnya psal la.
YM! pn xleh.
Slamat la pda yg dh berabuk x disentuh tu maseh elok ag.
Although it acts all crappy >,<

Pstu time cuti nih,
i'm experiencing all types of feelings,
But im not gonna write, because feelings are made to be felt =]
xleh describe using words...
One thing that is... I'm glad, really X 100 GLAD!
Hmmm.. besnyer dpt kwn cmtu..

Well, ak rasa smpai sini je kot.
And yeah, this is sAi~ typing...

Ya! Ya! This Sure Is Empty

Sometimes..

Ak rasa boring nk tulis blog.

But the fact is, org tulis blog bila boring.

Ak rasa cm xde org pn yg singgah blog nih.

Ak tau blog ni less than normal.

Sbab tu xde org nk singgah.

So why bother to write?

I'm wasting time.

Listen up people.

Klau korg jenguk pn blog ak.

Sudi kn lah diri tu leave 'some' thin kt kotak chat tuh.

Dying to see whether blog ak ni sbnarnya ad kat net ke x.

Do i have to say please?

Yeah this is sAi~ talking...

Emotions! Shhh!

What do we have here!
Finally! ak dpt gak guna laptop utk update blog!
Fuuuh... skang nih cuti mid-year..
Perkampungan ilmu kt skolah ngn tuisyen dh berakhir..
Relieved!! Means that im free! (for a limited time that is)

Speaking of relief, lega ni satu emosi ker?
I dunno what to say.
Tp pasal emotion nih, slama 17 thun (im 17 already?!) ak hidup,
byk gak experience yg ak dapat.
For example:

HATRED
Yeah, ak bkan nk sgt tulis pasal hatred,
sbab its gloomy and fiery,
tp kan, hatred la, yang ak rasa ak paling paham,
'we can't read emotions, we feel it'
and its true, ak paham hatred more than any other feelings,

Reason: byk sgt sbab nyeh. Tp yg pling rasa time form2 dulu la.
skang pn ad gak sket2 time kt kisas, klau x control mungkin dh bertumbuk agaknye.
Form 2? yeah, ak pnah despise sgala bnda yang ad kt tahap time tuh.
Smpai ak rasa lagu 'welcome to my life' tu mmg sesuai utk ak
mcm band simple plan saje nak mock ak.

emotions lain? ad gak

HAPPY
im confusing emotions with feelings, am i rite?
well better keep on typing..
okay, happy. how i'll put it?
part ni payah nk cita.
bcoz ak x paham sgt ngan happy nih cm ak paham hatred.
maybe im happy bcoz i have friends?
bcoz i am 17?
i dont know myself.
So, juz let it be..

LOVE
im thanking everybody..
and somebody..
for giving me THIS..
yeah, its always hard to say..
im telling, but im not losing (thank-God)


p/s: Hatred klau ak exagerrate bleyh smpai 2 muka surat kut :P
link rooftop rant:http://hlovatulis.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html ada part-part kt tepi page nih. Enjoy!