Pupo

I know i am a hot-tempered guy. But that doesnt mean that im an animal
Im still human.

Why am i turning to this web-clouded blog again?
Bcs damn im covered in tears.

We fought yes. Often i could say.
But thats doesnt change the fact that i love her so much.
Arguing is different from hate.

Yes how i realize we fought over petty things.
But never once i hated her for it.
Not once. not even now.

Im still confused. Far from clear understanding.
Why would she compare herself with other girls.
Cant she see that my love towards her is absolute?

I cant event fathom the thought of being with another girl anymore.
I rather live alone. Gather up memories i have left of her.
And live with it.

 Im sure it'll be depressing.
Just to see immobilize pictures and frozen smiles.
Thos big round eyes, and puffy cheeks.
Damn i cant stop crying.
I.JUST.LOVE.HER.SO.MUCH.

Why cant she see. why cant she see..
That im always here for her..

Why would she think i would make her life miserable..
Or even humiliate her, making her look bad.
Why would i do that... to someone, im pouring my tears for.

i hate myself.
maybe the problem lies in the fact that i've been too soft.
for once. let me sleep in these tears.

at least they're warm..

Light in the Eyes

The thing is, everyone wants me to satisfy them. Every single bit. They never get enough, expectations here and there. Then what about me? who is there to satisfy what this little kid wants? I guess there's no one else except than this piece of metal im typing with.

I love someone, so much that i may even trade everything that i have so that i can be with her. Never felt this way before.

A love letter~

Its been 1 year and 2 month.

I've been knowing her.

She's everything that i love.
And she's gonna be the perfect person.
To take care of my later kids.

Yes. I"ve decided.
I'll marry her

Insya-Allah.

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A late letter~

I dont wanna use "it's been awhile since i posted something here"
it's kinda usual and u guys already know about this lame behavior of mine.

Yeah its me. Reporting again after living thru this system called life.
It's been a while :D

There's a lot of stuff happen lately.
Well, when i say lately it doesnt really mean "lately"
Lemme kinda adjust that word a bit.
How bout we use "around" ?
Okay i dont mind what we use.
 Lets get to what i have in this little storage that we call brain.

Hmm lets see.
I graduated out of Pasum already.
But with a horrible result, because i played a lot in my 2nd semester.
Well its not that horrible. Not below 3.3~
And yeah, it caused me some difficulties to get into a degree programme.
That hurts. Lets say ouch out loud. OUCH. padan muka, sapa suruh banyak main lagi.

Cut it short. Being very very very regretful, prayed a lot. Cry a bit here and there.
And many other stuffs, i did to get a place to study.
Thankfully, there was someone that continously supporting me over that period :)
Thankyou miss cherry blossom. YOU. deserve a mention here :))

And Alhamdulillah, it's a miracle, it's a second chance, it's a blessing.
Call it whatever u want. Alhamdulillah, i got the offer to study back at UM doing genetics.

Thinking back about it. It's really really really without a doubt that it is a second chance.
Its impossible to get into UM with my results and taking science subject at the same time.
The more i think about it, the more i feel.. small.

I wont waste this one.
No i wont. People wont get a 3rd chance. So i'll make the best out of it :)
So yeah people. Im here in UM same college. 12th.
signing out~

take a hearing, its kites

Am very tired of This

Will pay a penny to whosoever,

who can evaporate me into thin air,

And disappear for a while.

Old me please dont come back

Crack Creek Bone Reeks

Okayyyyyy its really been a while peeps. ngeh ngeh

Guess u guys already figured out how lazy i am. yeah no doubt.

Well, well... news? not much.

Still living this fragile life. Walking the edgy roads. And still taking shelter at UM

Here's one worth to tell.

This morning, me and my friends. We hiked broga hill

Kitorang gerak from kk12 at 5 am.

And to add to that commotion, i didnt sleep the whole night dota-ing.

Till my eyes go @.@

Lets cut it short, we messed up in taking the real routes to the peak.
End up patah balik and we started hiking (i wont call it hiking XD)

But but but waittt. kitorang smpai kt puncak.

Time tu matahri mcm tgh nak naik. And the sky is all orangy!

Byk dah orang time tu. And and we spent our time on the peak.

Chatting and Laughing. Fluffy time ^^

Achievement: Broga Hill conquered

Oh and mid sem's exam ended yesterday.

I know the result wont be all good.. ~.~

Face it. muahahaha

Time to start drawing! Smeargle! i summon you!

Well, wanna know s'thing?

I'ts new year and i dont even give sh*t.
HAHAHA. I dont know, maybe things like celebrating new year is just not part of me.

No offence, kay guys.

As everyone else gather among and watch fireworks, im pretty much being with myself.

In my room watching a firework screensaver. LOL

Played with mizuu for a while and im totally in love.

Well here's a say. In a way, i think i did celebrate new year. One day late.
Haha, you know me. I procrastinate XD

We basically went dinner kt Saba'.

And there was this crazy idea nak patah balik pegi mid tgk movie.

-.- Just imagine how far is that Wangsa maju ===> Mid valley

But everyone kinda agree to that idea and guess what? It was worth it.
We picked a movie that we never heard of. Never watch the trailer pun.
I guess im the only one who still excited that we watch that movie.

New year movie : we bought a zoo

Go and watch that :) Til then guys. adios~